Imagine having to give birth under general anesthesia and that your husband cannot be with you.

Imagine that the first time you or your husband hold your daughter she is already dead, even though she was born alive.

Imagine that the first time you see your two sons, they already have a million tubes in them.

Imagine that because of complications from the surgery you see your sons once and then cannot see them again for four more days.

Imagine...being so very proud of all your son's accomplishments and he is barely 2 years old!

Rachel Mom to 24 week triplets: heavenly angels Kaeli (4/3/97-4/3/97) and Duncan (4/3/97-5/5/97), and earthly angel Colin, our precious survivor